i've changed.

since my last post a year ago, so many things have happened.

don't bother even reading that other stuff.
i'm not like that anymore.
i promise. 

i've been at caswell for the last week.

i like to think it has changed me.



=]

I'm back from the beach.
obv.
full story/pictures when amber gets them to me.
i wish we had taken more.
like of the people we met.
but i got their myspaces so its all good.
iMmA cYbEr NeRd fErSuRe.
lawlz...

so i guess i'll update my "things i've done this summer list"

1. gone to the beach
2. picked up random guys at the beach. mwahaha?
3. i got into "harder" music
4. i got/am currently being stalked

eh. thats it pretty much.
whatever.

so far this summer i have:

1) learned the real meaning of sex hair
2) stayed up long enough to see the sun rise
3) made new friends (ones with substance)
4) seen love
5) seen heartbreak
6) gotten my hair cut to half its size (DO I LIKE IT? IDK!!)
7) completed (and passed) the written portion of drivers ed
8) found new bands to love
9) seen bands live
10) had cupcakes

so thats ten things down.
alot more to go.

:]

peace motherfucking out.

geeeeeeeez. my journal is so roller-coastery.

today and yesterday were sweeeeeeet!

i hung out with s&g&j&a. pretty great. yepyep.

and now im in a good mood.

hooray!!!

how the fuck dies my mood change so drastically in one day?

yesterday i was on top of the world, and today i hate it.

ut-oh. mood swings. i guess i'm hitting puberty? haha. only a matter of time until my voice changes. pfft.

this summer has sucked. period. i have had like, 4 good days out of 14.

/pityparty?

oh yea, OCTOBER 12th!

i've decided that tonight, i love my life.

idk. i just feel good tonight.

count the reasons? ok. i kinda feel like a list:

1)i hung out with new yet old people today. they were cool, yo. [sub-list]
--->amberlyn
--->zack
--->JD
--->shane
--->gary
2)barry loves me :] haha (poor thing..hangover)
3)i talked to ALOT of new people which always puts me in a good mood.
4)new tai tv. duh.
5)it must not take alot to make me happy i guess. b/c i cant think of anything else.

but i'm scared as hell of thunderstorms.
the last one sounded like it was right beside me.
O_O

and collin's stomach hurts. :[  poor bby. ha.

why does there always have to be bad? its so fkn persistant.


that last comment made no sense?

i def had a moment today while listening to Seed.

and i got all A's on my report card. no wi want next years schedule.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEAH

kthatsitbye

oh yea. since sarah put her photos in her journal. i decided to copy and show off mine. i hope no one mids. :]


 


  













oh and sorry if that ate anyones friend page.

idk how long i'm going to keep this up..but everytime i have something i feel i need to get out, or i am just bored..i'll put it on this here list. woot!

1. FC is all i ever think about anymore..but i feel the enthusiasm is wearing off. No one has made a post in the forums in forever. http://profile.myspace.com/fictioncity
http://community.livejournal.com/fictioncity
http://profile.myspace.com/fitioncityfanspace

2. I want a KHS shirt. bad.

ok guys, if you love me, add the community for fiction city.

http://community.livejournal.com/fictioncity

even if its just because i want to be able to say to Paul that we have more than just me.
hah.

check them out on myspace too.
www.myspace.com/fictioncity

(start time 7:41..lets see how long this takes)

heres the complete story as follows:

Honda Civic Tour.
June 13th 2007
Charlotte, Verizon Wireless Amphitheatre

I got picked up at 4:00 by leah, leslie, and ruthanne. we got to verizon at 4:30. it started POURING while we were waiting in line. like WHOA. leah got a towel wet. good job leah. ;) just kiddin'.
as soon as we got in line to get onto the lawn i saw Vicky T not even 50 feet away. i yelled her name but she was going somewhere important i guess because she looked and went on her way. idk. w/e. she was getting stoned.

We ran onto the lawn and got the very center right in front of the barricade thing. Cobra Starship was first and I loved it. I think it might have been my favorite opening set no matter how big of a TAI junkie I am. He is such a good dancer. whoo..and i almost missed when he grabbed crotch..i would have been dissapointed b/c it was the only crotch action i saw all night. there was a guy in the mosh that looked like emo mario. hahahaha. i like how they introduced all of the songs and i kinda liked that he didn't show people how to do the fangs b/c you could see in the crowd who the true fans were. the amp started smoking near the end of the set. i guess alex shredded a little too hard? haha. oh and ryland played a faceee meeeltterrr. and william looked REALLY good when he came on to sing Snakes On A Plane. ha.

after the set we got in the wrong line to meet them but it was ok b/c we corrected ourselves (me and leah btw) and didn't get a bad place in the second line. this girl asked me what the line was for and i told her it was to meet css and she high fived me and i have a new best friend apparently? idk. they were kinda scary tbh. and then i saw justin thorton and shelbee stanley. not important. and then something pretty interesting happened. some woman came up to us and said she would give us twenty dollars if her little group could jump us in line. i said uhh sure. i didn't know if this was immoral or against the bible or something so i was a little iffy about the whole thing. especially since the girls we let skip were so obnoxious. in their matching ouftits and heels and curled hair wtf. and they laughed this teen girl laugh ya know? and leah was like "do NOT laugh like that when we go up there" haha. i don't think i did. we told ryland and gabe (vicky had been there but she left) that the girls ahd paid us off to meet them but i don't think they were too interested. oh well. the signed my shirt:




gabe couldn't get his name right. haha. the convo was something like...:

G:hey there
R:hi
B:omgzz you guyzz those girlzz totes paid us off. look *pulls out $20 bill*
L:yea
G:haha..thats crazy..
L:*hands shirt to be signed*
G: *poses for picture*
B:no wait. how are you gonna sign mine?
G:oh ok. whats your name?
B:brooke
G:oh cool. my name is gabe
B:hah
G:gah i can't write. thats my name k?
B:hah alright
*take picture*





and there was one of gabe but it wasn't that great because he looked up at the camera but he didn't look to happy at me taking his picture candidly. so i didn't try to get in his face with it or w/e. so yea..onwards:

R:i'm glad this concert paid off for you guys. see you later.
G: yea. bye.
B&L: hah yea. thanks..bye.

and then we went back and it was time for THE ACADEMY IS! what i had been looking forward to the most.
they were as good as i had expected even though william was a lil tipsy. haha. he didn't jump off the riser but that was kind of expected after the incident. hehe. i love his voice. and i'm not even talking about his singing voice. just his regular voice. its orgasmic. even if he wasn't famous, i swear. and i love the mike tricks he does. (microphone..not mike carden. ha. even though he and mike's interactions onstage are pretty sweet). they played all of our favorite songs and i was REALLY happy. but then that mother fucker brandon short texted me telling me his voice sucked live. i told him to stfu and he put me in a bad mood the rest of the set. fuckeerrrrrr. gah. anyways. there was a STAMPEDE to the merch stand to meet them in which some people got hurt. but we stayed for like 5 minutes because people were eye-ing our places and it wasn't likely that they were going to stay out long enough for us to get to the front anyways. oh well. i'm at peace with just meeting ryland and gabe.

and then we went back and watched +44. it kinda started to rain again. they were better than i had expected. i only knew one song but i love it so yea. the kids behind us were crazy. especially this one. good lord. leah flicked him off like 3 times. and he sprayed water on me. i wasn't happy. but i started to get psyched for FOB. i hadn't been too excited..but the closer it came..i was antsy.

and then they CAME. and POPPED out of the stage. it was a SHIT IN YOUR PANTS MOMNET. gahhh. patrick's voice was unbelievably good. not expected. pete was the asshole we love. and joe was the shit.SEX HAIR! and andy's solo was kick ass.
it was a long set with all the good songs from FUCT. except 7 minutes in heaven. oh well.
and then he changed and took his shirt off. FAN GIRL MOMENT. hah.
then he encouraged moshing for Hum Hallelujah. leah and i weren't thrilled. oh well.

so then. it was over. and i got a TAI tote bag. its bigger than i thought it would be and i love it. it reminds me of jack because it has cameras all over it.

best night of my life so far i swear. i talked to four (semi) famous people. two were on aim...but who cares. hah

end time: 8:52

wow..

if you read all of that...ILY!

honda civic was undescribable (sp)
better post later when leah gets me the pics. :)
i hope i don't forget anything.
but i'm pretty sure the image of gabe bending down in front of me and ryland's face smiling at me are burned into my brain.

XD

don't hate me cause i'm beautiful!!

haha. totally jk.

the first 2 days of summer have been pretty good. so i'm looking forward to the rest of it.

2 more days until i see muh boiz in concert.

haha. i like making whore bulletins now. and i have decided to care more about fashion. but that won't last long since i'm poor. so that was a waste of a decision and a waste of typed words.

i'm pretty tired. so i guess i'll go to bed.

why is this week so bad??

i should be happy b/c its THE LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL and i tecnically only had to go for 3 days.

but i'm NOT. WHY?

maybe church will cheer me up? idk.
it usually does.

the world pisses me off..

the world=ben walter

idc if barry doesn't like me. i don't like him, never said i did.

your randomness makes me laugh.

its like you're trying to get back at me. and make me depressed. for not running back to you.

idk.

w/e.

i'm really bored.

i exempted todays exam and there is noooo onneeeee to taaaaalllkkkk tooooooo. except collin. but i think i'm getting on his nerves. haha.

the ciwwaf community is getting on my nerves though. they are EATING MY FRIENDS PAGE with their Q's for Shaant. grr.

uh..i guess i'll go burn amberlyn some cd's.

blah. i think i might cry. ha.

there are no screens on my windows. that will change. i want to open them and listen to what the coming summer sounds like, but i don't want the coming summer bug bites and critters in my room.

the more i try to be "original", the more i realize that i'm completely incapable of doing so.